Ya ok skool already started and man its' freekin hard. The higher that I gotten is freekin harder. I wish I could have took summer skool. It would have made my time more productive but noooo freekin my mom grr...! OH well.. I was workin most of time, with jamba juice I kinda got hired at foot locker but iono we'll see if i can push 2 jobs with skool too. I hate the fact that I always fall asleep in some classes das cuss it's only freekin so damn boring.  I miss those days after highskool where I would juss go out with frends and have fun and man oh man here. I go home, either work or homework or a freekin paper.  I have not even been online for so long. Ya ok, so wat I miss Stephen and i always hope dat wen i get back I'll get to see him again juss tah see how hes been. Ok folks I'm off tah go take a quiz online for anatomy... toodles.

Things are goin alright juss currently still looking for a cheap place to stay... with some frends so dat it's cheeper for all us college students here in Hawaii. Oh man... first day of skool I already missed my anatomy class. Freekin shuttle was packed. oh well.... Hey man I'm happy but geesh is was sooooo hot today! Although the fun thing was that I seen everyone dat made it back from summer vaca.... woohooo party time!!! after homework that is...! WELCOME BACK EVERYONE!!!

And so... I start part two of how my day is going... Ha man such a regualr boring day, it's funny cuss then i wish i could juss work instead of sitting on mah ass after coming home from 24 hour fitness.  I juss had some kimchi bowl of soup it was pretty good.  I like the way some many people here think that this world revolves around them.  Sometimes they can be soo bitter and put people down with the things that they say and they don't realize it.  I hope those of u that know u are... I hope ya all can change it, and ya ok.. be urself and dont change for others but man talk about being rude.  For those of u dat dont realize it man I hope that in the future u will  cuss man one of these days ur goin tah get fucked.  Other than that Iu'm chillin juss thought i'd get it off mah head cuss it was irritating me and shit.  

Nursing? oh no.. iono... sometimes I begin to think if nursing is really what I want to do. Sometimes I feel that it is and sometimes I feel dat it's not. First and fore most it had nothing to do with what i love tah do. Which is basketball, singin, dancin and all that kind of giberish... I'm confused although I'm sure I'll get over this shit I hope.  Other than this I'm out... I'll holla at chu all tomorrow.

Geesh.... here we go I'm hela home sick right now... I dont know why it juss came up AGAIN!  I miss all mah people from daygo... there's so many of u so im not goint ah put any names ya all know who I'm talkin about... I"m coming hoem soon before you know it.   I miss mah gurls in AZ... LISA, FELI, and JOJO. Sorrie ur momma has not really kept in touch I been really busy with work and skool. Although I do miss ya all. Shit man nursing is hela hard it's like wen u got work and skool it's like u aint got time for anything else.  Not even tah eat!  So I heat mah mommy is wants tah be a doctor in the airforce. I guess.. iono... so wat u want mama!!!  I wanna go home. I guess it's wen u hang out with people that you went tah highskool with all ur life it's like u juss gots tah get used tah not getting the respect from the frends back home wen ur somewhere else goint ah skool and livin the college life. I'm learning so much on my own I wish that I was not a spoiled lil gurl by my parents.  It's soo hard not tah jsus get used tah things now that I'm away from home. I'm learning though. If anything everything that's goin on and everyone around me is juss makin me stronger. . TOODLES!